THE BLEAKEST CHRISTMAS EVER... (STA BREAKING NEWS and ARCHIVES)

by Theresa , Thursday, December 11, 2014, 17:00

Hello:

I consider many of you here as my dear friends. Most of my family has passed on and so Christmas is always bitter sweet because of that.

So, the reason I am sharing this with you is not for your sympathy, it is BECAUSE I consider you my friends and I just need to share.

There will be no presents in my house this year. Not that there ever were many as I don't get into the whole spend spend spend mentality.

However, I always did try to have a nice Christmas dinner and when possible share it with friends who have become my adopted family. There will be none this year.

This year, as I said is bleak.

I am confined to my bed. I am not even able to make it to the bathroom as I have a chair to use by my bed. My partner her has to wait on me hand and foot and cannot leave the house except for short trips because of having to help me.

We have NO money.

I pray that the electric will be left on through the end of the month at least so that we have heat, but I don't know. Not to mention that will also take me off the internet and the ability to administer this site.

I am running out of hope.

Without the help of 2 good friends, I would not have had my prescriptions this month, which includes my insulin.

I used to make money for google ads on this site but no more they have dwindled down to nothing.

We have been surviving on dollar store soup for weeks, but now all that is gone.

I don't know why I am telling you all this except I needed to tell someone.

The sad fact is that many people use this site but VERY few are willing to drop even 5 dollars in the pay pal.

I don't know what will become of me. I really don't.

I am so depressed I don't even want to wake up.

My self-esteem has dwindled to nothing as I feel I'm not even worth 5 dollars.

So, this is how I feel at this moment.

I want to thank the hand full of people who have helped me out. You have been there constantly every month.

Others have been reading here and never felt the need to contribute. That is your choice.

It is the bleakest Christmas I have ever had.

Be grateful for your families. I miss mine so very much.

Theresa

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