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by ConcernedCitizen @, Wednesday, August 01, 2012, 20:23 @ lamamaba

I can only go by my experiences and gut. I did some past life regressions when I was going through a divorce, a time when i was open, vulnerable and exposed to things I was totally skeptical of. Sure who knows might have been total BS, I can't prove or disprove anything but this is my belief.
I Won't bore anyone with the specifics but I died on a ship, I was a dirt bag not at all a good person, nothing I would be proud of, but something I learned a great deal from. I died of starvation and thirst on a filthy merchant shit hole ship that was adrift in some sea or ocean that I hated (couldn't happen to a nicer guy, lol), like I hated all seas, oceans, all people and especially myself.
I felt the thirst, the heat of this wicked brutal sun, felt my skin burn, felt myself lose the ability to move my arms, lost the ability to move, my hunger tore at me, everything was shit, everything sucked.
Than I died.
I remember seeing my corpse on the deck, I was rising up, no white light or tunnel just the same day from a totally different perspective, WTF, I had no idea how or why. I remember first the beauty of the the tiny grains of wood on the deck, OMG wood is among the most beautiful things on this fucking planet, this living thing that has sustained us in so many ways, this wood that we obliterate every day and we wonder why the air this wood breathes is unhealthy to us??? WTF?? , the most beautiful wood work I have ever seen, even till this day. The trees that this engineering marvel was made from. The mast, powerful, accepting and bending in the wind, the brilliant white sails. There stitching was incredible, something I've never seen. The beauty of the sea, the smell of the salt sea, the crystal blue sky, the magnificent clouds.

I revisited other past life experiences and in my humble belief I think if we live for a millisecond or 120 years it's all good.

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