TIRED OF FEAR AND DISINFORMATION

by Jiggs , Friday, June 29, 2012, 09:18 @ lightbulb

Exhausing, isn't it.

The longer I'm at this, the more I want to just "unplug" from the entire control-system matrix, including the internet. I'm not "fearful," per se, more like burned-out. I've been carrying the NWO meme for over 20 years, and frankly, I've got absolutely nothing to show for it. I don't feel any "smarter" (better informed, maybe), but I'm certainly not any happier. Has "esoteric alternative studies" made me a better person? Yes, and no. I'm less trusting and naive, but after 22 years of Christian fundamentalist mind-fv!king, I'm also much more tolerant and open-minded to the possibilities.

I'm convinced there's nothing we need to know "out there" that can't be found "within," provided we make the effort.

I think that, for me, the answer is less mass-media and more meditation. Life isn't about having the right answer to every worldly problem; it's about discovering who we really are, and responding to that discovery from the heart, not the head.

If when I die I end up back here, I want it to be because it was MY choice to be here; not because it's what I deserve.